Just like the ocean needs the waves
Just like the stars that fall around me now
Ashley
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I'm too far, too far; For you to come and save me. Redemption comes knocking on my door, I begin to slowly disintegrate. Exanimate. My body, torn apart, separated. I shiver. My soul. My soul, it grasps for air in the outside world. Breathe, I need to breathe. Hesitation kicks in. My mind is filled with doubt. But it's too late. Don't try to save me now. I'm long gone.
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whatever it takes;
July 25, 2008, 2:36 PM
Just how did it happen? Why?Thats seems to be the biggest question I'll never be able to answer. For the life of me, I don't think I'll be able to answer that in the long run. Grow up, stop being so immature.
I don't know what's wrong with me.
Wait, that was wrong. I know what's wrong with me, I know how to correct myself. And I desperately want to, but I can't.
4 years, it's coming to 3 years now.
But everything's gone, so what's the use?
I'd give anything, just anything to turn things round and make it seem alright.
But whatever I give, it's never enough.
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Stolen from Raycholee
When is the last time a boy gave you a hug?
Er, last school dance. Not going to state names.
Who was the last person who looked at you and smiled?
My older sister?
Have you ever touched an elephant?
Yup
Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?
Nah
Are you loving life at the moment?
Hell no
Has anybody ever told you you have pretty eyes?
Er, yea. But I don't see how having one small eye and one big eye is considered pretty so go figure.
What do you want to be when you grow up?
Dead. JK. I dunno
Name something you did yesterday?
Packed the house
If you are being extremely quiet what does that mean?
I'm being abnormal.
What is the weather like today?
Overcast skies
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Er, I don't remember.
Do you have curly hair?
Nope.
If someone were to tell you they like you right now, would you care?
Er, depends.
Last place you took a plane to?
Singapore
Do you talk about your feelings or hide them?
hide
If someone looked ON your bed, what would they find?
Pillows, bolster, mobile, iPod, blankie! (L)
What is the last movie you watched?
Red Cliff
Are you happy at the moment?
Why don't you read the post up there ^^ and tell me if I am.
What are you listening to right now?
The fan blades swishing through the air. voosh
What did you dream about last night?
Nothing. I was too tired to dream about anything, I just plonked onto my bed.
Do you like to read?
If I like a book, I'll read it. If I don't like it, don't even count on me touching the book.
You're in the hospital, who on your TOP friends comes to visit you?
Tag if you would. (icanbetnoonesgoingtotag)
Do people underestimate you?
Yup, all the time in every way possible.
What's your favorite color?
Purple, Black, White, Blue, Green, Pink!
Is there a difference between the word 'best friend' and 'friend'?
At this stage in life, perhaps not. Well I meant maybe. Not definitely.
Do you miss anyone?
Yup.
Are you anything like you were at this point last year?
I wish I were.
What's the 8th text in your inbox say?
Can't remember.
What are you most looking forward to tomorrow?
LEARNING FESTIVAL! (:
Do you think you like anyone?
I know I do.
Are you falling for someone?
No
Do you like your first name?
yea
What are you looking forward to in the next month?
Plane ride back to HK, school, freakin PP.
Do you like pancakes?
Yea
Do you have a facebook?
Yea.
Stolen from Gina
1. What is the meaning of your first name?
Ash tree
2. Name a flower that you like?
Lavender
3. Do you wish to have a tattoo?
Nope
4. Who wakes you up every morning?
Myself/Phone
5. When did you last go to the mall?
I don't remember.
6. What are you scared of?
Being enclosed in dark areas by myself.
7. Do you believe in ghosts?
Yea. :O
8. Can you speak malay?
Saya cintang kamu! Yea right.
9. Are you listening to any songs now?
Nope.
10. Type of your blood?
AB+ ? I think..or it might be B+
11. How many messages are there in your hp?
Not more than 100
12. Tomorrow’s programmes?
Learning Festival
13. Subject that you love?
English?
14. Do you play any instruments?
Used to play the violin.
15. How old are you?
Fourteen.
16. Name one of your best friend?
Jessica
17. When you angry….?
Bottle it up or if I've bottled it up for too long, I'll explode in your face then and there.
18. Still in love with your ex?
Go figure.
19. Things that make you happy now?
I don't know. Canoeing?
20. Who is your idol?
None
21. What time is it?
3.06 pm
22. Did you fight with someone recently?
Kind of.
23.Where were you two hours ago?
NTUC Bukit Timah. Fairprice Finest!
24. Last text msg that you received? from?
Don't be such a busybody.
25. Person that you miss?
I miss a lot of people.
26. Song that you hate?
Emo screamo whatever songs.
27. Did you hug someone today?
No
28. Do you like to makeup?
Lip gloss? Yea
29. When people sing loudly with his/her bad voice?
Join in or tell them to stfu.
30. Are you sad?
Go figure