Just like the ocean needs the waves
Just like the stars that fall around me now
Ashley
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I'm too far, too far; For you to come and save me. Redemption comes knocking on my door, I begin to slowly disintegrate. Exanimate. My body, torn apart, separated. I shiver. My soul. My soul, it grasps for air in the outside world. Breathe, I need to breathe. Hesitation kicks in. My mind is filled with doubt. But it's too late. Don't try to save me now. I'm long gone.
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What is love?
August 13, 2008, 9:50 PM
There's a place that I go
Where nobody knows
Where the rivers flow
And I call it home
And there's no more lies
And darkness is light
And nobody cries
There's only butterflies
Where nobody knows
Where the rivers flow
And I call it home
And there's no more lies
And darkness is light
And nobody cries
There's only butterflies
I have no idea what to type in this box even though I've got a million feelings I'd really like to express right now and a gabillion thoughts racing through my mind but I have absolutely no idea how to pen these thoughts down and transform them into words.
So I'll just write down stuff as it comes along and pops itself into my mind. We'll see at the end if they all fit together, just like a puzzle.
I miss SG. Is that surprising?
I really really really really really ^ the infinite power of sunshines and daisies strung together on a vine want to talk to you. Now now now. Go figure
I need to lose fucking 5 kg. And I am going to make it even if I have to starve myself to get there. MUST GET TO 48KG. (Yea, I changed my previous target of 50 cos I decided..I'd still be a tad too fat)
I want/need to runaway to a place where only I know to just lie down and gaze at the sky and breathe. Talk lavender fields, somewhere in Venice where I can float down the river and maybe sink along with the already sinking country. Woohoo. Then again, Macritchie would totally cut it as the perfect place.
I'm sick and tired of being the nice person everyone has expectations for. Everyone comes running to me when they have problems and all that shit but now that I look back, I wonder when's the last time I actually told someone everything I was feeling. Hmm.... yea. That never happened.
I am going to get killed by my PP supervisor on the first day of school when he checks my PP process journal.
My health check up is this Friday...Or hopefully it is since I didn't book an appointment last time and I'm hoping it can be this friday since Raycho li is going down at that same time as well.
I want flowers.
I cannot stand how people don't get the freakin message that some things are just not meant to be. And I'm starting to get very annoyed. So prior to this, I was kind of on the verge of poofing into little magnolias but if you continue to annoy me some more, I will just punch you in your darn balls and you'll get so crushed, you'd just fall down on your knees.
I am going to suffocate when school starts in 12 days because that means I'm going to see the homework pile up in front of my face, literally since I can't use my tablet there and everything's on freakin paper. Why can't the world be more environmentally friendly?! Yadda yadda, says the person who leaves her tablet on standby almost every night. Well scratch that since I was told not to do that anymore. Like that mattered to you.
BAZOOKA, k I think I'm really going insane.
I have a sudden urge to jump into icy cold water and hold my breath for as long as I can and then come up to shore to gasp for breath.
I wonder what happened to the good old days when I'd fold one straw heart everyday.
That seems to be the cheese doesn't it. What happened?
What happened to this
What happened to that
Whatever happened to,
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There you go, just a teeny fraction of the thoughts bouncing around in my head at the moment. Did that make any sense to you?
Nope. Guess why?
IT'S MY LIFE. hahahaha
*inserts Bon Jovi song playing on in the background*
That was just totally corny and weird and stupid and oh so totally, Ashley :)
So that's me for you.
Do we have a mutual understanding?